Cancer will never defeat us

What I feared most in my life has finally come. One of my family members, who i love so dearly has been diagnosed with cancer. The feeling I got when I first heard the tragic news is simply indescribable. I was in shock and I still am. But I have faith, I will always have faith, and we will not give up, we will fight it until the very last breath, we will not let cancer defeat us.

My prayers go to all those heroes who have been in a battle with cancer since birth. I can only imagine the suffering of their families. My heart is with you, you inspired my family with your strength, you gave us hope, Thank you. Keep on fighting.

And in the end I just want to say: Be careful, pay attention to your health before it is too late, take care of your loved ones, because cancer hitting the ones you love is the hardest thing you will ever go through, so make sure you never have to.

Have a lovely night everyone.

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He has my heart…

He has my heart

I have been trying to convenes myself for the past month that I am not in love, how could I be in love with a guy that I have only known for 3 months? But today, i decided that it is time to confess it to my self, and make peace with it. Yes, I am falling in love with a guy who is not available, he has my heart, and it kind of kills me to know that I will never be able to tell him what I really feel, how much he means to me, and how i feel pain when i see him hurting.

This is my first step towards moving on; confessing it to myself (and to you guys), because I know that it is very unlikely that we will be together. I fought for him when I thought I had a chance, I was not planning on giving up; because as I previously told you, I do not give up, I fight for what I want and I keep fighting until I get what I want. but yesterday, I realized that it is time to move on, because I found out that he is falling in love with his girlfriend, and as much as that hurt me, It made me realize that I do not have a chance, and that I should move on. So, I cried it out, screamed and let all of my pain out, and then made that brave decision, the decision of letting go.

So, there you go, that is my sad love story… “There is this boy, and he kind of has my heart.”

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Almost home

Not that I am not having a great time in Ireland, but I honestly can not wait to go home for Christmas.

It is great to be here in Ireland. I met wonderful people, did a lot of shopping, had a great time with the people I met, and I even think I am falling in love… But I can not deny how much I miss home, I miss my family so much, my mom, dad, brothers, sister and everyone else. I just need to go home and see them, because this is very hard for me, being away from them for so long.

It might not seem like a very long time, because it has only been 3 months, but it is for me, because I have never been away from my family for more than 2 weeks. So as much as I am enjoying this, being here in Ireland and living my independent life, it is very hard for me to be away from my family for this long.

Of course, I miss everyone back home, but there are 2 people that I just can not wait to see them again,my mother and my baby cousin. Leaving them was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my entire life, and knowing that I will be seeing them again in 10 days just makes me cry of happiness. My baby cousin is the most beautiful baby on this planet. When she smiles to me, all of my problems simply just fade away… yes, she is that gorgeous. I have been with her since the day she was born, I was there when she was first born at the hospital, when she got her first haircut, when she took her first steps, and even when she said her first word, so being away from her is honestly killing me, I am actually tearing up as I write these words, it is hard not being there next to her, because I was always there, and it is hard to know that I am missing out on so much…

But I am staying happy, I am looking at the happy side, I am going to be there in 10 days, and I will get to see her again, and everyone else that I have missed so much.

What I am trying to say is, even though family can be annoying sometimes, you might feel like you hate your brother, and you want to kill your sister, believe me, there is nothing like family, It is the most important thing in your life, and you are nothing without the love of your mother, the warmth of your father, and the casual fights with your siblings.

Appreciate your family, cherish every moment you spend with them, because one day you will find yourself having to let go and living on your own, and you are going to look back at those days you spent with your family, so make sure a smile will cover your face when you do.

Time to snow!

Since i was a little child, my one dream was to see snow, I used to always watch those Disney movies where it always snows in the end, and I used to always dream of playing with snow like the characters in those movies.

I come from Palestine, a beautiful country that I am so proud to call my country. But the thing is, it never snows there, which is so sad because I love snow, even though i have never seen it before in my life, i really love it and it was always my dream to see snow, and make a snowman.

Now that I am in Ireland, i am anxiously waiting for it to snow, and I think it is about time! I keep imagining the moment when I’m gonna see snow falling, i wonder what my reaction would be, am I going to cry of happiness? or am I just going to scream? I guess we will have to wait and see…

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Such a cold morning

Good Morning everyone. I would love to say ” oh, what a beautiful morning”, but it is not! It is a very very cold morning, I am struggling to get out of my comfortable, warm bed and head out to outside to face the freezing cold! and i do mean freezing, literally! It is -3 outside…This is just torture!

I am in such a good mood today, right? hahaha. Anyway, have a lovely freezing morning everyone.

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Stressed out!

I need a break

I am a very optimistic person by nature. As you may have already noticed, I try to always post positive material, I try to keep my blog motivating and joyful to everyone, because I am a happy person, i try to always smile and have fun, because life really is too short. But sometimes, you just can’t help but feel… Tired!

This is one of those days, I feel down, i feel tired, I am stressed out because of an assignment that i have to submit on Wednesday, and the worst thing is, I really hate this module! So I can’t really focus on the assignment and get it done, because I am that kind of person who gives the best only when I enjoy what I’m doing, I am only creative when I have a passion for the thing that I am doing.

Still, I am not giving up, I do not have much time left to finish my assignment, so i have decided to work so hard to get it done by tomorrow, because even though I hate this module, I am no quitter!

At last, considering I try to keep my blog full of positive posts (as i mentioned before), I am going to end this post with a motivating quote :

“I’m a greater believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it” ― Thomas Jefferson

Have a lovely night everyone.

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